Issue #53 - January 2006
  Newness

First off HAPPY NEW YEAR!  It's 2006, which means only three more years of Bush to go.  It still remains to be seen if this country will move forward or will continue with its notions that we can do no wrong. 

A new month means updates.  The usual additions to Vista Drive have been made, as well as a little housecleaning.  I have rearranged the pictures in the Color and Black & White sections.  Each page of the galleries will have more pictures.  In the past each page contained two pictures.  Now that number will be four.  The pictures will be more spread out, with newer pictures included with older pictures.  I hope you like the rearrangement.  I'm also adding a new section to Vista Drive, because nearly 900 pictures (the current number of pictures in all the galleries) isn't enough.  The new section is called Stereo: a collection of Stereograms.

If you missed it, American Bliss Magazine was updated in Bliss on December 21st.  But really the whole site has new additions.  It behooves you to check out the little nooks of my homepage.  You never know what you might find.  I'm trying to basically triple the size of the site with new photos, new features, and new information.  Look around and enjoy the update.
 

Afterthoughts : Six Million Dollar Eyebrow

I can raise my right eyebrow.  Now that might not seem to be a great feat, and it isn't.  But how I came to acquire this ability is a funny little story.  You see I wasn't born with the ability to raise one eyebrow.  I trained my right eyebrow, like a weightlifter would train any other muscle.

Growing up I was a huge fan of the TV series The Six Million Dollar Man.  What kid wouldn't want to jump super high, or run super fast?  Let's not forget the bionic sight, and hearing.  Apparently my hero worship of Steve Austin (Lee Majors) knew no bounds.  On the show Steve Austin raised his eyebrow as often as he used his bionic powers.  Again, in my hero worship I wanted to do the most plausible thing I could, seeing as I wasn't going to become bionic any time soon.  That plausible thing was raising my eyebrow, like Colonel Steve Austin.

So day after day I would try to move my eyebrow up by itself.  That didn't work so I tried a new approach.  I used my finger to move my eyebrow, slowly developing the muscle involved in performing such a feat.  In time I noticed that I was able to raise my eyebrow, just like Steve Austin.  Today my eyebrow still rises like a champ, and it's all thanks to that hard training I put it through all those years ago.  And all because I wanted to be more like the Six Million Dollar Man.
 

Editorial : External vs. Internal

I came across a picture (right) online that was from a 1954 Christian activity book entitled "Listen and Do" depicting an Indian man "Praying to his God."  The man is lying down in front of a statue of Buddha.  The caption underneath says the following:

Here is a man in India.
He is praying to his God.
His God cannot help him.
This man must know about Jesus.
Can you think of some ways to help him?

Being a Buddhist I found this picture to be not only insulting but a perfect illustration of the differences between Christianity and Buddhism.  In talking to a friend I basically pointed out to her that I felt the main difference is that Christians seek external help while Buddhist seeks it within themselves.  These two ideas are completely and diametrically incongruent.  One can not seek enlightenment through understanding the self and at the same time seek an omniscient God for that same purpose.

Christianity is nothing if not the notion that absolution of one's sins comes through a personal relationship with, and acceptance of, Jesus.  I don't think anyone will argue with me that this is the main idea expounded by Christians.  But there those in this world that are on a different path, be that Judaism, Islam, Hinduism, Catholicism, or Buddhism, to name some of the major religions of the world.

What I find insulting about this seemingly innocent illustration is how it attacks a belief system that does not attack Christianity.  On the contrary, Buddhism teaches that any religion that is based on love is a just and right path to God.  At least that's what I've been taught.

The main difference is the idea of external vs. internal.  While a Buddhist seeks enlightenment from within Christians seek that enlightenment outside of themselves.  I think that's why they are always searching, even after they claim to have found God.  If you believe you have found something don't you stop looking?  I tend to believe that we never stop looking, because it's precisely when we know we have found what we were looking for that we are lost.  It's precisely because we stop looking that we become lost.

I don't wish this to be an attack on Christianity in any way.  I simply want to point out to Christians that they often come off as know-it-alls because they claim to have all the answers.  But it's when you're sure that you know all the answer that you have none of the answers.  There is no balance in Christianity, I believe.  The idea of that external force causes Christians to believe that they need not grow beyond "knowing Jesus."  But how can you truly know Jesus, or anything, without knowing yourself?  To me the very idea is ludicrous.

I certainly don't claim to have any of the answers, but I am asking the questions.  My frustration comes from my questions being answered with the same response, Jesus, God, and acceptance.  If I can't bring myself to that point then I'm apparently lost.  Perhaps I am lost but I am looking for myself and in so doing so hopefully reach a state of enlightenment.  Call it Nirvana, Heaven, or whatever you wish to call it; I am seeking this place within myself.  I am not waiting for some external force to swoop down from the heavens and grant me absolution.  It is quite possible that said force does not exist, and my waiting for the moment that never comes is time not spent seeking enlightenment within myself.
 

Etcetera : Confessional

I'm fascinated by anonymous online confessions.  There are some great sites out there, but there can be more.  In the spirit that one more can't hurt, back in June 2005 I started a confessional journal called "I Confess."  The approach is easy: read someone else's confessions, and if you want, confess something of your own.  It's that easy.  No one will know, because there's no way to track who is saying what.  I find that the act of confessing is still a strong one, and one that we crave.  While many forego confessing to a priest, they still seek to relieve themselves of a burden.  "I Confess" offers no absolution, but it does offer a place to bear your soul.
I Confess

 

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