Issue #102 - February 2010
  Renewing Thoughts

The updates I make to this site are small nowadays since I have a lot to do. What with juggling two part-time jobs and Grad school. The updates to my site have always been for my benefit, and for anyone that actually reads this to have some insight into my life (if anyone cares to have that). I have some plans over the next year involving things I do on this site. I want to continue this thought on my Editorial, which you can read if you scroll down a little.

Until then I have to say that I've updated this page. I've gone away from updating my photo page just because it's a new month. That isn't to say that I'm not taking pictures, because I am. Only that I am now being more selective. I am going to bring a new journal-like page to IMAGE_171, that will be much like Snapshots was in Vista Drive. It's going to be a little different though, enough to say that it's a new project. Look for that in the near future. Until then, enjoy this update.
 

Afterthoughts : This Past Month

The first month of the new year has already been packed with events. Here are a few things that happened this month.


1.1.10: Jonathan at the Ice House

First day of the new year I slept in a bit, watched the Rose Parade on TV, and in the evening went to The Icehouse in Pasadena to watch my friend Jonathan perform comedy.


1.4.10: Eaton Canyon

Before going back to Mexico to work on a project, Jonathan invites Wayne and me to hike up Eaton Canyon. The hike is longer than we thought, but I enjoyed going up and reaching the waterfall.


1.7.10: End of Show

After hanging for two months my photographs come down from the gallery at work. In two months I make only one sale, to my boss. Despite the lack of sales I loved having my work on display.


1.10.10: School

Spring semester starts early, and the two classes I'm taking this semester promise to be a lot of work.


1.23.10: Non-Lieux

I travel downtown to the Museum of Modern Art to check out their exhibition displaying thirty years of their collection. I am moved by some of the work, and I wonder if my work will ever match up to those great works.


1.31.10: Five Years

This day marks the fifth anniversary of my Grandmother's death. My life changed completely on that day, and that's not hyperbole. I went from a person that had everything handed to him to one that reset his life, went back to school, and is now deeply in debt, but working on a masters degree. I've accomplished so much since she passed. I only wish there was a way to show her what I have become because of her guidance and strength. My Mother and my Grandmother raised me, and made me the person I am today.
 
Editorial : Why I'm Still Here

Everyone gets everything wrong. I have an entirely different subject I want to write about, but I wanted to just mention that everyone that thinks we have started a new decade got it wrong. NEXT year will be the beginning of a new decade, but that doesn't matter because everyone thinks it started this year. It's just an example of how everyone gets things wrong, and how just because you might have the knowledge of that wrong it doesn't mean shit when confronted with a mass of idiots.

To that end, everyone I know has a Facebook or a MySpace page. They try to customize it the best they can. MySpace is a perfect example of people that don't get that putting so much stupid content on their pages that all we get are pages that load at the speed of glaciers. Because I really want to know about that video that's been bouncing around the internet and EVERYWHERE else that you felt had to be on your page as well. Thankfully a couple of years ago I came to my senses and deleted my MySpace account. It felt pretty useless. Like so many others I went to Facebook. And while I like Facebook a lot more than MySpace I think that while the social interaction is good, at the root I'm still missing something that tells my story.

I started this page as a sort of an experiment. I knew that the new way of doing things would be here on the internet. Information is the great strength of the internet, as well as it's weakness. When there is so much information that you can't wade through it all, that information actually becomes a hindrance rather than a blessing.

I like being able to check out a friend's photos moments after they posted them. But, I also like having the control of what size to make my photos, what resolution, and in what order you see them. Perhaps I'm trying to formulate a narrative, but I can't really do that under the constraints of a Facebook. Which is why I'm still here on this webspace, updating once a month.

I like the freedom that controlling my content in every way affords me. I put up my homestead in the early days of the internet and waited. Some others were there before me, and some came after. Many of those that I used to visit nearly a decade ago are now gone. Perhaps migrating to the cities of Facebook and MySpace. I'm still here perhaps because this is what I know. I like this place, which I built with my own two hands. The content here is not something that I've come up with overnight. Elsewhere, for example, is just over nine years old. Vista Drive was where I posted photographs for eight years. This is something I do for myself, and if you want to share it then I'm glad you are. But as I enter my second decade with this site I look back and think that I've only just begun.
 

Etcetera : iPhone Project 52

A couple of years back I decided to do one of those 365 projects in which I took a self-portrait every day for an entire year. That was one of the worst years of my life. Undaunted I have decided to give this year long project thing another shot. This time I'm committing to less. Instead of 365 pictures I'm doing 52 pictures, all taken with my iPhone and filtered though a photo app named ToyCamera. These pictures aren't intended to tell a story, just to be a showcase for this particular app and my photography using that app.

These are the pictures posted in January. I'll unveil the entire year's work in January 2011 in IMAGE_171.


01.04.10
 


01.11.10
 


01.18.10
 


01.25.10


 
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